i have a good job, a happy and understanding family, a loving boyfriend and lovely girlfriends. i drive to work, i pay my own bills, i have extra cash every months, i give pocket money to my parents, and.. hey! i dont have any problem.
tp aku rasa ada yg kurang dan aku tak tahu kurang tu kat mana. i do not enjoying my life now, really.
i miss the simple life. i seek the same comfort, like i used to have. i seek the same smile, the same laugh. something is missng, and i don’t know what is that.
i want to be that girl again. who smiles when she wakes up. laugh even when he doesnt crack up a joke. a girl who always thinks tomorrow would be better than today. someone that could make every heart smiles.
i was that girl.
one horrible incident changed me. and i am still traumatised.