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what’s wrong with me now..

19 Feb

now, what?

i have a good job, a happy and understanding family, a loving boyfriend and lovely girlfriends. i drive to work, i pay my own bills, i have extra cash every months, i give pocket money to my parents, and.. hey! i dont have any problem.

tp aku rasa ada yg kurang dan aku tak tahu kurang tu kat mana. i do not enjoying my life now, really.

i miss the simple life. i seek the same comfort, like i used to have. i seek the same smile, the same laugh. something is missng, and i don’t know what is that.

i want to be that girl again. who smiles when she wakes up. laugh even when he doesnt crack up a joke. a girl who always thinks tomorrow would be better than today. someone that could make every heart smiles.

i was that girl.

one horrible incident changed me. and i am still traumatised.

 
4 Comments

Posted by on February 19, 2006 in simply random

 

4 responses to “what’s wrong with me now..

  1. aLkamiL

    February 19, 2006 at 7:23 pm

    Chill out gal! aku sure u’ll find a cure for this trauma soon🙂
    *HUGSSS*

     
  2. mooke

    February 21, 2006 at 10:02 pm

    kita tak pernah puas hati, tapi aku sure once in a while kau akan rasa content and happy dengan semua yang kau ada. bila mcm tu, aku senyum sorang-sorang and benda yang paling best sekali ialah cakap, thank you god for this moment and i wish you’d spare more of this moment for me. amin.

     
  3. hyunck

    February 22, 2006 at 10:09 am

    Terjatuh, tersungkur, terguling dog tu lumrah kehidupan.

    Luka. Calar-balar. Sakit mmg sakit. Cuba utk bangun. Tempat yg luka, kita sapukan ubat. Lama² bercantumlah luka tu. Hilanglah sakit.

    Luka yg dalam, tetap akan meninggalkan parut. Jadikan parut tu as a reminder. So, setiap kali terpandang parut, kita akan lebih beringat. Berhati² supaya tidak terjatuh dan tersungkur buat kesekian kalinya.

    *aku tak tahu citer ko tapi aku juga penah trauma. sangat². tapi kawan² buat aku kembali bangun. kembali senyum.

    *baru tahu ko berpindah blog.

     
  4. ashka

    February 22, 2006 at 11:15 pm

    horse riding. jom. this saturday, 5pm

     

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