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layan kejap

24 Jun

bukan aku tak tulis.. aku dah tulis panjang2 pasal My Travels: Perhentian Island part II. tapi hampeh betul kalau update blog tgh2 mlm.. WP di kancah peak. Maka entry yg telah ditaip itu hilang bagai di hanyutkan badai laut pasang. Seperti kisah aku hanyut di lautan bersama rakan-rakan. Adegan menggapai tangan tapi tak sampai pun hilang. Satu watak tambahan bernama Fadl telah terjebak dlm adegan cemas hari kedua. apa-apa pun, nantikan kemunculannya bila aku dah ada mood. Ntah2 mood aku lagi 2 minit dari skrg, who knows? seksa la aku nak habiskan 4 hari ni kalau gini caranya.

aku terlayan syahdu lagu alanis morissete ni kat ofis tadi. pejabat yg tak serupa pejabat tapi bagaikan sebuah bilik kebal menguji bunyi adalah pejabatku. hari-hari aku berkaraoke di pejabat. hari-hari aku (buat masa ini) tonton lord of the rings part III extended version.

That Particular Time 

my foundation was rocked my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
my departures were old I stood in the room shaking in my boots
at that particular time love had challenged me to stay
at that particular moment I knew not run away again
that particular month I was ready to investigate with you
at that particular time

we thought a break would be good for four months we sat and vacillated
we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding
at that particular time love encouraged me to wait
at that particular moment it helped me to be patient
that particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant
at that particular time

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
and in the meantime I lost myself
in the meantime I lost myself
I'm sorry I lost myself?i am

you knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distraction
you felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted
at that particular time love encouraged me to leave
at that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
that particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left
at that particular time

at that particular time, i am sorry. i lost myself.

🙂 ngeee~ ..mwahhhhhhhhhh.. chupacups thanks to all. i am happy and chubby and poofy and importantly.. i am sun-burnt!

 
1 Comment

Posted by on June 24, 2006 in simply random

 

One response to “layan kejap

  1. aLkamiL

    June 24, 2006 at 10:03 pm

    ko b ule ke burnkan LOTR tu tok aku?😀

     

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