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Fully FM – Day 2

11 Jan

Proses ni bukan mudah utk aku, juga utk Adam.

The day he starts fully on FM, he turns to be a heavy wetter. very very heavy. my idea to change to CD mcm jadi lemah pulak. usually he doesn’t pee at night, he’ll get wet after few minutes of waking up in the morning (7-8am). But, this morning, at 4am, the diaper get so heavy.

Dia bgn nangis kul 4 sbb nak susu. Ahh sedihnya rasa hati. He turn right for the B, buried his face on my chest, but did not want to open his mouth for the B, yet continue crying after few minutes. I ran downstairs to get the hot milk (lupa la nak bwk semua benda masuk bilik). Naik balik, dia tak mahu bottle. So I had to carry him, pat him on the back. Cakap2.. Dia nangis. and i said, “adam, mama tak tau mama nak buat apa dah. Adam minum la susu mama adam senang tdo. jgn nangis. mama sayang adam cuma mama tak tau nak buat apa”.. then dia diam, dia tdo balik.

at 6, dia bangun lagi tried to offer the prepared FM, he refused the bottle immediately. “adam dah tak mau sini, tdo peluk mama”. Immdiately he turn to his right, peluk, diam. lepas few minues, mula la lagi drama ‘haus dahaga-tak-nak-susu-botol-tapi-tak-reti-nak-accept-offer-BF’.. i brought him to the kitchen, offered plain water. haus..

baring2 dpn tv, peluk mama lagi (sedih sedih!!).. nangis lagi. showed him the bottle, “adam haus ni, minum susu eh? sian adam”.. after few trials, he accepted the bottle. he must be very thirsty.

4 and 6am mmg time dia menyusu.

my Bs are hard, mommies know why. I did not bring my pump. I managed to get adam on BF after he drinks half of the bottle. at least, mengurangkan kesakitan B aku.. adam still enjoying the short BF, playing with my cloths, my necklace, being cuddled.

I dont understand how this thing could happen at the blink of eyes. kalau aku pegi outstation 2-3 minggu aku paham la. he still uses the slow flow teat. pening kepala. i dont want to wean him off. aku tak pandai! tak kisah la adam tu dah panjang masa BF pun, but he still a baby to me. he needs the B.

 
4 Comments

Posted by on January 11, 2009 in simply random

 

4 responses to “Fully FM – Day 2

  1. lovelyummi

    January 11, 2009 at 11:00 pm

    rileks tuty.
    jgn sedih2 ye.
    adam dah ‘besar’ and dh pandai nak buat decision.

    like me, tasneem mmg dh 100% FM. try jugak bg B tp penyudahnya sakit kena gigit. Bukan nk minum pun.
    Memula masa dia minum 100% FM mmg rasa sdih je, kadang tu masa mandi saje je picit nips, ada lagi susu. Tp nak buat camana, dia pun x mahu.

    Rasa sentimental value la sket but i think its part of our learning process as a mother.

     
  2. t.u-ty

    January 12, 2009 at 2:48 pm

    nannor, thx!.. hmmm kenapa eh mcm tu.. sbb bila ckp dgn my mom, dia kata dia takde pun masalah camni semua 5 anak dia. masalah nak cerai susu ada la.

    hmmm tu la, today dah mcm boleh terima keadaan sbb B dah kurang sakit.. rasanya yg jadi stress tu sbb rentak tak dpt lagi pastu kita plak sakit.

    i guess sbb dugro (honey flavoured) tu sedap la. rasa mcm aiskrim! serious tak tipu. hahahha dulu pakai enfagrow takde la galak sgt dia minum. balik sure terkam aku.

     
  3. zuhaini

    January 14, 2009 at 4:00 pm

    oh kesiannya… sabar ya! …

    saya nak bagi nasihat, saya bukannya terer sangat..

    bab BF ni saya fail!😦 sorry…

     
  4. lyna

    January 14, 2009 at 6:17 pm

    omg what happen to that cute Adam!

    hmmmm.

    tuty, i ada penah terbaca somewhere about baby/toddler yg refuse to BF could be sebab dia sakit telinga. bila dia menyusu especially sambil baring, menambahkan pressure kesakitan kat telinga dia.

    maybe u bole bawak dia jmpe dokte, mana la tahu la itu adelah sebabnya.

    harap2 xde ape lah.
    meybe.. cuma natural process of self-weaning? hmm…

    but anyway mmg sedih sgt bila switching from breast to bottle kan. i cried many nights masa hafiy on fm doluuu.

     

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