eheh.. ok, the previous entry is not my last entry as a mom of one. ntah la yg mana satu would be ‘last’ one. hahha
i was admitted to RSH yesterday nite. ptg tu dah gi clinic but then gynae wasn’t around. he had to attend the H1N1 meeting stuff at the gov hospital. tambah tolak traffic jam dibulan Ramadhan ni, so we decided to come again at night. on the way back to our hse, the hospital call and asked us to dtg semula because gynae insist me to do the CTG. its because my baby wasn’t moving actively, in fact there was only 2 movements since morning. hmmm i had 8-mins contractions intervals in the morning. mmg patut risau kan?
from the CTG, the baby is still in a good condition, alhamdulillah. Gynae dah nak bg balik dah. after a while, flipping thru my med record he changed his mind. he asked, “bersalin hari ni boleh?”
ajek and me, looked at each other and smile (gelak2 pun sbnrnya), because we had ‘that’ in mind just before coming to the hospital. DrTokha explained that, if i am free from diabetes, he would wait until next week, but since i am few days away from 37 weeks (this Saturday), he did not want to put any risk of sudden fetal death because of baby lemas. it is too common in GDM mother, and the baby is not too strong for GDM mom. the amniotic fluid pun berlebih2 sgt, urghhh you should see my stretch mark la, teruk sgt.
ok, kitorg pun tak nak put any risk to the baby. kitorg balik kejap for buka and to pack Adam’s stuff (he is sent to babysitter’s hse), buka at in-law’s, hantar Adam and finally I am here!
I was given 2 steroid jabs, sekali kul 12 midnite, sekali lagi tadi lunch time. baby is safe to be delivered after lunch time, tomorrow. Mak oiiiiii jabs tu sakit sampai menangis2 ok. bukan berdenyut2, it is plain sakit! Daus (my BIL) said, steroid tu mmg sakit, bukan sbb position ke apa (i blamed the nurse sbb cucuk kat muscle!! hahahha). the steroid jabs are to make sure baby’s lungs are matured enough (again because i am GDM mom – baby’s lungs lambat mature).
masa nak hantar Adam smlm, i talked to him berbelas2 kali.
“Adam, sini mama ckp. Adam mlm ni, dgn mlm esok, dgn mlm lagi satu sampai mama kluar, Adam tak tdo dgn mama tau. Lps ni Adam jadi abg tau, nnt mama balik dgn baby. Adam jgn marah2 mamaNina (his bbsitter), jgn gaduh dgn kakak + abg. Nak tdo jgn marah2, kalau lapar ckp betul2. ok?”
mcm2 mama dia nih pesan.
masa ptg tu dia dah buat perangai. my mom said, it is normal for a toddler for him to ‘sense’ the new comer. so dia mcm nak manja2 dulu (it is quite true i think, Adam behaved so manja these last few weeks). ok, i just layan je. after he finished his milk lepas buka, tertido jap on my lap, pastu main2 dgn daddy. he was ok tapi mcm tak mau main dgn mama (ok mcm sedih jap).
sampai rumah babysitter, dia tak nangis pun. bye2 mama sebelah tgn, tp kepala duk toleh2 nak masuk rumah dah. hahahha..i was relieved by the way, kalau tak aku sure syahdu.
yesterday was the first time tak tdo dgn adam. i had a hard time to sleep. bgn2 tdo pun tgk gambar adam. hehe
ptg tadi daddy brought adam to the hospital, play and buka here. they had just left to the bbsitter’s hse. i am so grateful k.nina could take care of adam, i am so grateful adam likes to play at her place. k.nina said, adam tak nangis lgsg, mkn, main, minum susu, tak batuk.. semua ok. alhamdulillah.