I am not proud scolding you. I am still feeling guilty towards my bad temper last night. I know I was so harsh yelling at you last night, I even slapped your legs. I know it was hard, because you cried.
I am sorry my dear Adam. I was having a bad head ache. Your brother wanted to sleep and he started being cranky and you at the other hand wanted a bottle of milk. I should just go and make you the milk you asked for, but I scold you instead. I scolded you because of the messy blocks, I scolded you because of the toy car, I scolded you because you wanted to watch TV with me. It was normal requests. It was normal situation. Nothing abnormal last night, and yet I was the one who lost the battle.
I don’t know how should I apologized. I am so sorry.
I know buying you presents is not a proper way. But you deserve loads of toys and hugs and kisses.
I want to play blocks with you. I want to watch TV with you. I want to make your drinks. I love you.
p/s: Adam ignored his baby boy because the babysitter is taking care a new baby girl. He was so angry we went home without the girl. “Mama, bawak baby!”