Sejak lepas d&c, berat aku x turun2 dari akibat ‘mengandung kejap’ yg kuat makan tu. Semalam MIL pesan, “baik2, lepas d&c badan naik”
Oohh is ittt? Aku pun citer la berat aku naik padahal makan mcm biasa je (ye ke?), unexplainable weight gain. Masa awal puasa aku pun ckp berat aku naik, semua kembang. But tu logic la, I was pregnant.
Then aku terus search kat google pasal weight gain after d&c. Oh my, I am not alone! It seems that these ppl ate a lot because of depression and they also commented that miscarriage make them very sad.
Very true. I was teribbly sad. It affects my daily life. I have a job, I have 2 kids and I have a husband. But It seemed that nothing is meaningful. I am talking from my experience, I scold Adam so bad for such a small mistake. I am not proud ok. But it happened.
Frankly speaking, I even have a thot of going for separation. Nauzubillah.
I was so depressed. I ate a lot. Apa2 la. Sometimes I could pass a day without eating. Sometimes, I could eat large meals 2-3 times a day. And a lot of times, I eat all the time.
Now I’m 55kg. For a height 155cm, it makes me a fat lady. My body still squeezable for only a few pants. Otherwise, skirts and kurungs are the answer.
Now, I’m going to watch what I eat. Eventho most of the ladies didnt lose so much, I will try. At least for the flabby arms and tummy. UGLY!
Run? I’m not a runner but I’m a walker. Hahaha I missed the days when I and Shatul walked around the campus every evening to lose some weight. Passed a few football fields, hot looking guys are always available. We even have a chance to sepak bola if the bola keluar padang lalu masuk ke jalan yg sedang dilalui.
Everyday without fail, kalau puasa pun jalan jugak sampai medan makan sebelah sana UTM kat KTF tu. Buka puasa pastu balik tahan bas kolej hahhahahha